I'm Pressing On

I would like to enlighten you all with a song. :) ok. Song lyrics .... whatever. And anyway... i chose this song because i cant stop listening to it. It is like the truest song ever.
1. I AM leaving all these worries behind. I have got enough to deal with with out overloading on other people's worries. Like this is the point where i just gotta let you guys figure it out on your own. Im done for a bit. I gotta get " my head on straight".
2. To go back where i was would be wrong. Ummm. first off i dont believe i have changed, i have just exposed people to the Mandy there never was. I have never opened up to people like my friends before like i have now... so i dont know why my friends would tell me that i should not tell them how i feel anymore. And ... woops i meant to write/ type... "Friends".
3. I AM going on to something good. And im not looking back. To look back would ruin everything good that i have got. I want to forgive this. And i want to forget this. Im not looking over my shoulder to want what i had or to even wave goodbye to it.


Pressing On by Relient K

[Chorus:]Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.My problems fell out of the back of my mind.We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going.To go back to where I was would just be wrong.I'm pressing on.Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)And I won't sit back, and take this anymore.'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door.And to go back where I was would just be wrongI'm pressing on.I think we're going somewhere.We're on to something good here.Out of mind, out of state.Trying to keep my head on straight.


Yeah ok. So i also want to clarify about the "new Mandy". Because there ISN'T a new Mandy. Ad if there was... im completely subject to change... for the better. If anything i am changing because i want people to know me i want to put myself out there for people to meet me, i want to continue under God's good guidance and i want to live a life under His will... and this IS what i feel He is telling me to do. He wants me to stop botteling things up.

Anyway, I love you guys. I really do. I hope you all know that. You are the ones that get me through the school week and you are the ones i can call when i need to talk... sort of. im stilll working on that.
Alright. Im done.