Heart

Ahhh. I guess I cant do anything about my current situation except continure to love all my friends and make more. Maybe more opportunites will develop. Maybe. Sadness overwhelms me, but with this teenager's heart I cant help but move on. I have other things to be happy about, although this is a major prioty of mine. I mean "losing" your best friend is one of the hardest things in highschool I think. Ive been through losing best friends many times and its definatley painfull. But in past experiences my realtionships have been torn apart because of gossip, rumors, or even other people being "better" than me. This time I can't do anything. Before I was able to say it's okay because they dont deserve my friendship because of the things that happened. But now I cant do anything and I am so hurt because this was my BEST FRIEND EVER. When I had finlly found the most wonderful friend ... I dont mean to make anyone feel bad. I can't hep but feel sad. Anyway this is what has been on my mind.